they dont understand me at all

my parents worry about me and make cynical remarks to me anytime we be together...
u know i changed my job and am still be a instructor of pilates in the making now.
so... although i work hard, i cant earn a lot now...
maybe i work 12 hours per day everyday.(sometimes i can take off. but not everyweek)
cause im not a regular member and gatta work at 2 or 3 places..

they say to me "dont idle your time away. what are you doing now!?huh.
why are you so poor"

ahh....

they dont understand me....

maybe they'll say something to hurt my feelings when i do any sort of jobs i want.
i dont wanna work to just earn money. u know...

when i've worked as a graphic designer(actually still be it now),
worked overtime everyday and sometimes all night!!
we havent slept 2days or 3days sometimes....
it seems so crazy but we actually did.
but we enjoined working.
we could do it cause we loved our job.
my parents have told me "why dont you change job!? it seems not good!" everytime.
i thougnt "although i work, why do they angry with me?" and felt sad...
i know they care about my health....
yeah i understand them...

but i wanna do what i want.

cause life is just one time. right?

i wanna do my best...dont wanna kill my time.

now...
i'm still not be healthy ...lol
but i like my job and wanna grow up more!
so i have to bear this situation.
i gatta work and study hard.

and hope can be a good daughter soon.....!!