well...

i finally got tickets to Malaysia and Indonesia!
mmmm i cant wait for going there.....

this time, Im going there by myself:D

Skylar Grey!?

when i looked at this video...
i thought "who are these women!? Skylar Grey??? who??? twins??"
does anyone know about them???

OMG!

AHHHHH..

i have a cold.....and
sore throat and headache.

feeling bad now.
maybe i need sleep well but gatta work tonight.
cant finish graphic designing job yet...

does the black tea with grated ginger work for me???
pleaseeeeeee.....

i like..

i found these bracelets at an ethnic shop yesterday.
they have the markings of peafowls:)
i like this design:)

FELL SLEEPY

I met my friends lastnight and i just would have drunk and gone back home at first.
we've been to a Nepalese restaurant and after it, went to a bar that my friend's friend keeps.



they asked me "why dont we go clubbing tonight!?" and i told them "no i wanna go back home. i miss my bed!!lol"
but when i was drunk, i wanted to go...lol
we went to a club at Yokosuka by car. i havent been there but i enjoyed!:)
i went clubbing after a long time and i thought its fun!!!!lol
i need to dance and listen to loud music sometimes for a chance.

they dont understand me at all

my parents worry about me and make cynical remarks to me anytime we be together...
u know i changed my job and am still be a instructor of pilates in the making now.
so... although i work hard, i cant earn a lot now...
maybe i work 12 hours per day everyday.(sometimes i can take off. but not everyweek)
cause im not a regular member and gatta work at 2 or 3 places..

they say to me "dont idle your time away. what are you doing now!?huh.
why are you so poor"

ahh....

they dont understand me....

maybe they'll say something to hurt my feelings when i do any sort of jobs i want.
i dont wanna work to just earn money. u know...

when i've worked as a graphic designer(actually still be it now),
worked overtime everyday and sometimes all night!!
we havent slept 2days or 3days sometimes....
it seems so crazy but we actually did.
but we enjoined working.
we could do it cause we loved our job.
my parents have told me "why dont you change job!? it seems not good!" everytime.
i thougnt "although i work, why do they angry with me?" and felt sad...
i know they care about my health....
yeah i understand them...

but i wanna do what i want.

cause life is just one time. right?

i wanna do my best...dont wanna kill my time.

now...
i'm still not be healthy ...lol
but i like my job and wanna grow up more!
so i have to bear this situation.
i gatta work and study hard.

and hope can be a good daughter soon.....!!

feeing heavy

i give 2 lessons on Thursday and its so heavy day for me.
i feel heavy every friday....
mmmm....my body is sore now:(((

i have a plenty of work and gotta get them done before the deadline!!!
awwwwww
i'm not in the mood for work today.....

what a lazy am i!!!
ok ill get started on my work soooooon....

SHOPHOLIC!!!

awwwww
how can i stop shopping!?
last month i could!
but i dont think i can put up with this situation for 2 month!!!!???

like heavy smokers use stop smoking gum "nicorette" to quit smoking,
i need somehing like it.lol

i wanna go to FOREVER21.....

memories of Saipan

i went to Saipan with my friend in September this year.
we had really good times there so i sometimes watch movies and photos of this travel.
ahh... i've been missing there and guys who i met.
i can relax when i travel so much. maybe ill go somewhere next march.
i hope:)

oooh my god!!!!lol

when i woke up today, CPR course already finished.
i have to take it every year as long as i work at a sport gym.
we brush up it in case of emergency...

so....
i have to do it another day....!!!

Anyways
i have time and be lazyyyyyyy today!!!!!!!
u know i havent been doing like today long time
always working or meeting someone or going out....
so i am tired nowadays actually.....

just chilling out, listening to music loudly(lol)
and watching TV etc...awwwwww
feel happy:)
but i know i gatta clean up my room too!
ill do after wrhitting it:)