well...

i finally got tickets to Malaysia and Indonesia!
mmmm i cant wait for going there.....

this time, Im going there by myself:D

Skylar Grey!?

when i looked at this video...
i thought "who are these women!? Skylar Grey??? who??? twins??"
does anyone know about them???

OMG!

AHHHHH..

i have a cold.....and
sore throat and headache.

feeling bad now.
maybe i need sleep well but gatta work tonight.
cant finish graphic designing job yet...

does the black tea with grated ginger work for me???
pleaseeeeeee.....

i like..

i found these bracelets at an ethnic shop yesterday.
they have the markings of peafowls:)
i like this design:)

FELL SLEEPY

I met my friends lastnight and i just would have drunk and gone back home at first.
we've been to a Nepalese restaurant and after it, went to a bar that my friend's friend keeps.



they asked me "why dont we go clubbing tonight!?" and i told them "no i wanna go back home. i miss my bed!!lol"
but when i was drunk, i wanted to go...lol
we went to a club at Yokosuka by car. i havent been there but i enjoyed!:)
i went clubbing after a long time and i thought its fun!!!!lol
i need to dance and listen to loud music sometimes for a chance.

they dont understand me at all

my parents worry about me and make cynical remarks to me anytime we be together...
u know i changed my job and am still be a instructor of pilates in the making now.
so... although i work hard, i cant earn a lot now...
maybe i work 12 hours per day everyday.(sometimes i can take off. but not everyweek)
cause im not a regular member and gatta work at 2 or 3 places..

they say to me "dont idle your time away. what are you doing now!?huh.
why are you so poor"

ahh....

they dont understand me....

maybe they'll say something to hurt my feelings when i do any sort of jobs i want.
i dont wanna work to just earn money. u know...

when i've worked as a graphic designer(actually still be it now),
worked overtime everyday and sometimes all night!!
we havent slept 2days or 3days sometimes....
it seems so crazy but we actually did.
but we enjoined working.
we could do it cause we loved our job.
my parents have told me "why dont you change job!? it seems not good!" everytime.
i thougnt "although i work, why do they angry with me?" and felt sad...
i know they care about my health....
yeah i understand them...

but i wanna do what i want.

cause life is just one time. right?

i wanna do my best...dont wanna kill my time.

now...
i'm still not be healthy ...lol
but i like my job and wanna grow up more!
so i have to bear this situation.
i gatta work and study hard.

and hope can be a good daughter soon.....!!

feeing heavy

i give 2 lessons on Thursday and its so heavy day for me.
i feel heavy every friday....
mmmm....my body is sore now:(((

i have a plenty of work and gotta get them done before the deadline!!!
awwwwww
i'm not in the mood for work today.....

what a lazy am i!!!
ok ill get started on my work soooooon....

SHOPHOLIC!!!

awwwww
how can i stop shopping!?
last month i could!
but i dont think i can put up with this situation for 2 month!!!!???

like heavy smokers use stop smoking gum "nicorette" to quit smoking,
i need somehing like it.lol

i wanna go to FOREVER21.....

memories of Saipan

i went to Saipan with my friend in September this year.
we had really good times there so i sometimes watch movies and photos of this travel.
ahh... i've been missing there and guys who i met.
i can relax when i travel so much. maybe ill go somewhere next march.
i hope:)

oooh my god!!!!lol

when i woke up today, CPR course already finished.
i have to take it every year as long as i work at a sport gym.
we brush up it in case of emergency...

so....
i have to do it another day....!!!

Anyways
i have time and be lazyyyyyyy today!!!!!!!
u know i havent been doing like today long time
always working or meeting someone or going out....
so i am tired nowadays actually.....

just chilling out, listening to music loudly(lol)
and watching TV etc...awwwwww
feel happy:)
but i know i gatta clean up my room too!
ill do after wrhitting it:)

wdding again!!!

my friends got married one after another!!!!lol

Brides are beautiful.....

when can i wear wedding dress too!???lol
mmmm....
i really dont know....!!!!

anyways
i'm sure i'll not marry for the present....

emi's wedding

my friend Emi held a weddig last saturday.
she was soooo beautiful!!!
i hope she'll be happy with her husband forever!!!

uuuuu

now...i have a lot of pent up feelings.

i've been imersing myself in work lately
without enjoyment!
i'm going to be crazy!lol
ahhhh
i wanna go out with my friends!
i wanna go to clubbing and dancing!lol

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!

feel down

last lesson that i gave ended in failue...

ahhh

because i have practiced not enough...
i knew that!
yeah...i knew....
i gatta say sorry to my customers...
i supposed they looked forward to take the exercise program.
but i disappointed them...

ill practice more and give good lesson next week!

슈퍼주니어

what a cool guys they are!!!lol


anyways....

i gave a class of Group Kick yesterday.
it was a first time that i did it for myself!!!!
(u know, i actually did it with my superior 2weeks before.)

i was sooooooo on edge and i couldn't have my own way at all:(
i didnt think the customers who joined my class enjoyed it...
ahh....

i gatta prepare good class for my customers next time....

Make progress!!!

MY FIRST LESSON!!!

U know what!!!

At last the time has come!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


i gave a new lesson last friday.
u know, i've rehearsed everyday before it.....
and everyday i've thought about it.

it's like a martial arts with music and i gatta instruct it in high spirits.

at first i didnt think i could do it, and thought it was a pretty silly decision
because i've never shout in public and i'm a quiet person as u know...lol

but i did!!!!
of course, it was not perfect and i gatta improve my skill from now on..
but i can say that i gained confidence!!!!!

ahh......

yeah!

i finally finished my work now!

my PC didnt work well and it irritated me soooo much!!!
that's why, i couldnt speed up my work:((
i wanna my boss to get a new one!!!
oh please...!

anyway....
i'll go to a gym and wanna swim to divert myself tonight....


see ya

i'm lucky

i met my friend after work today.
we have been friends since we were 14years old
i cant believe it!!!
time passed soooo fast!! omg!!!lol
but i really feel happy she is still my friend.
i'm lucky to have friends like her.

I'm going to give a new lesson soon....

hey ya!

i'm going to give a new lesson soon...maybe...
so i'm keeping in practice instruction nowadays....
but i dont have any confidence in myself at all:(((

i guess i need more practice!!!!!!


can i give this lesson!???really???

omg!

what to do.....

i scratched the dress before i wear it...

can u see it?

Love at first sight

ahhhhh!!!

u know what!

i finally found heels!
but i dont know it would go with the dress what i talked about last time....
but i really love them!!!!!!
they re Buffalo LONDON's...
i like this bland and it has never failed my expectations:)

i gonna go to the store tomorrow again and bring the dress there too!

dressing up!

I've gotten a dress for my friend's wedding, and i wanna get pumps too.

what pumps or heels would go with this dress!??????

SAKURA CAME AGAIN

Now I remember...it was about this time last year
i really worried about whether I would change my job or not.
i feared to leave there and to make my dream come true.
i wanted to be a pilates instructor but i knew its not easy
so i thought it was just a dream but i couldn't give up....

now.....

i will have pilates lesson soon.
i'm getting closer to my dream, ain't i!?:)

NINE

I finally watched "NINE" today...!
when i saw the trailer, i really wanted to watch it.
the music and dancing of actresses fascinated me so much!!!!

but.......

i slept and missed the part of the scenes!!!
oh,,, what foolish i am!!!!!!
i really wanted to see the scene of Fergie but when i woke up, it already finished:(

i should watch it again.

the first lesson

ooohh...
i finally did yesterday!!!
it was the first time that i have a lesson.



my body was tensed up and i broke into a cold sweat!!!
time passed soooo quickly when i was instructing....

ahhh....

i dont think i had good lesson.....x0
but i have to be better than yeaterday next time.
upgrade myself.

i finally passed!!!!

yeeah!!!
guess what!
i finaly passed!! yeah!

actually i gonna be a instructor of the fitness club whare i work.
so i have tried to pass the exam of it many times.



ah....
i dont know how to write English at all...
i havent spoke english long time....and im forgetting day by day...

anyway
im relieved now:)

500days of summer

I enjoyed it a lot more than I thought I would.

i went to a movie theater lastnite, but there were any interesting movies.
but i found it when i casually saw on the board.
i havent never heard the title, so i just tried to see it.
the first 30min was bored but I couldn't help but get drawn into the story more and more!!!

the heroine of it "Summer" is like me....
(actually im not attractive like her...lol)
she doesnt believe "love", so she wont go out with the main character "Tom", she likes him though.
it's complicated. but i really have same feeling....
hummm

brand-new diary

finally i can use new diary...!

last year, one of my friends told me "omg!! u have to change ur diary soon!! what a dirty diary it is!!" when she saw my diary....lol
as she said, it was soooo dirty....yeah...i knew....
so i went to a store and got a new one. but i couldnt use it then, cause it starts on the first of January in 2010.....
i could just look the brand-new diary.

now, i enjoy filling out it:)

!!

happy new year!

hope you a fabulous and bright new year!!!

2010 is the year of the tiger in Chinese astrology:)