just wrote...

i always feel bad when i'm on my way home on fridays night.
u know.....there are sooooo many drunken people in the train...
they look so crazy, smell bad, noyzy, and sometimes vomit inside trains!!!
waaaaaooooo!! they always disgust me...
i always pray "please dont let them vomit here now!!" seriously.

i also sometimes cant take my train cuz of them...i wanna go home soon though!!! i am tired from work! u know, i dont go to any parties like you!

anyway....
i've been feeling down lately, so i try to forget bad things around me
and try to think about someting good. but i cant do them well.
and i dont know what i want to do now...
wanna eat? wanna go to shopping? wanna sleep? wanna sing?
wanna meet frineds? i dont know...
but i just know i wanna listen to music that can make me happy and cheer me up now.
listen to alicia, des'ree and bob marley....!
and i wanna know more songs that have nice lyrics...
i always wonder about why we can share in the words of music with each other tnough we live separately and each have owr oun language?