whats up!
you know.... today's the last day of this year in japan!
i just remember what I've done in this year.
and there were so many problems, happiness and sadness....
sometimes i was tired of my life but you know im still alive now:)
i wanna say
i really know i have nice friends and family.
they cheer me up every time.
sometimes we fight with each other but it means love of us, right!?lol
so, i like fighting with them!??
anyway
i gotta go to my bed soon
cuz i gonna meet one of my nice friends today;)
I'm afraid i will be late....
good night
Monday, December 31, 2007
Saturday, December 15, 2007
just wrote...
i always feel bad when i'm on my way home on fridays night.
u know.....there are sooooo many drunken people in the train...
they look so crazy, smell bad, noyzy, and sometimes vomit inside trains!!!
waaaaaooooo!! they always disgust me...
i always pray "please dont let them vomit here now!!" seriously.
i also sometimes cant take my train cuz of them...i wanna go home soon though!!! i am tired from work! u know, i dont go to any parties like you!
anyway....
i've been feeling down lately, so i try to forget bad things around me
and try to think about someting good. but i cant do them well.
and i dont know what i want to do now...
wanna eat? wanna go to shopping? wanna sleep? wanna sing?
wanna meet frineds? i dont know...
but i just know i wanna listen to music that can make me happy and cheer me up now.
listen to alicia, des'ree and bob marley....!
and i wanna know more songs that have nice lyrics...
i always wonder about why we can share in the words of music with each other tnough we live separately and each have owr oun language?
u know.....there are sooooo many drunken people in the train...
they look so crazy, smell bad, noyzy, and sometimes vomit inside trains!!!
waaaaaooooo!! they always disgust me...
i always pray "please dont let them vomit here now!!" seriously.
i also sometimes cant take my train cuz of them...i wanna go home soon though!!! i am tired from work! u know, i dont go to any parties like you!
anyway....
i've been feeling down lately, so i try to forget bad things around me
and try to think about someting good. but i cant do them well.
and i dont know what i want to do now...
wanna eat? wanna go to shopping? wanna sleep? wanna sing?
wanna meet frineds? i dont know...
but i just know i wanna listen to music that can make me happy and cheer me up now.
listen to alicia, des'ree and bob marley....!
and i wanna know more songs that have nice lyrics...
i always wonder about why we can share in the words of music with each other tnough we live separately and each have owr oun language?
Sunday, December 2, 2007
loveee!!
i finally got alicia keys's new album"as i am"!!
it's really cool! i love it.
thanks alicia.
i love her so much.
u know i really like "if i aint got u". this is my favorite song.
i can listen to it everyday and i learnd the lyric by heart.
when i marry someone, i gonna play this song!lolwhen i feel down, i listen to "superwoman" that for every women she said.
it cheer me up!!
her sogs are really my life!!
i swear that all women thik so too.
Friday, November 23, 2007
i was in a hospital...
Sunday, November 18, 2007
wedding party
i went to my frined's wedding party today.
u know what.....i wore Kimono!!!!
long time no kimono....so i was excited.

wearing..... ( i cant wear it by myself...!!)
but, when i wore it, i couldnt walk well and also couldn't run....lol
it was not comfortable but i felt i was japanese:)
Yamato nadeshiko!!loool
anyway
my friend was really really beautiful!!!
why all brides look soooo nice???
its magic, isnt it?lol
no?

my beautiful friend and groom.


me and my friends...

u know what.....i wore Kimono!!!!
long time no kimono....so i was excited.

wearing..... ( i cant wear it by myself...!!)
but, when i wore it, i couldnt walk well and also couldn't run....lol
it was not comfortable but i felt i was japanese:)
Yamato nadeshiko!!loool

anyway
my friend was really really beautiful!!!
why all brides look soooo nice???
its magic, isnt it?lol
no?

my beautiful friend and groom.


me and my friends...


Friday, November 9, 2007
sad news...
heey, what's going on!?
me....keeping really busy....
i can't sleep cause of work lately.....
but i'm still fine. i am tough woman!!!lol
anyway...
lastnight i went to book stores with my senior to look for some books for work.
and she told me that she was thinking about quit this work soon.
when i heard about that, i was surprised at it and it brought tears to my eyes.
maybe she didnt notice my teardrop though.
u know...i didn't like her at first. i thought she was not my type.
but now, i dont think so altready.
i am not sure that we can be good friends, but i respect her and i wanna her to teach me about work more.
if we work here, we cant have our own time so much, we have to work on weekend, and we have to work all night sometimes.
she has worked for 3 years. and she realized what she wants to do now.
so i cant stop her from thinking about taht, and i cant say her anything.
...just said "wow!!!really!???"
but i really want her to stay here.
aah....i am sad....
me....keeping really busy....
i can't sleep cause of work lately.....
but i'm still fine. i am tough woman!!!lol
anyway...
lastnight i went to book stores with my senior to look for some books for work.
and she told me that she was thinking about quit this work soon.
when i heard about that, i was surprised at it and it brought tears to my eyes.
maybe she didnt notice my teardrop though.
u know...i didn't like her at first. i thought she was not my type.
but now, i dont think so altready.
i am not sure that we can be good friends, but i respect her and i wanna her to teach me about work more.
if we work here, we cant have our own time so much, we have to work on weekend, and we have to work all night sometimes.
she has worked for 3 years. and she realized what she wants to do now.
so i cant stop her from thinking about taht, and i cant say her anything.
...just said "wow!!!really!???"
but i really want her to stay here.
aah....i am sad....
Sunday, October 21, 2007
cry cry cry....
today,
i went to a movie with my friend.
it moved me to tears...it was about human relations in "showa" era.( about 40years ago)
when i watched it, i really envied the people who have spent then.
u know, now is so convenient for living. we can do whatever we want , we can get whatever we want.
if we feel really hot, just use air conditioner. if we wanna know someting, just use internet.
but we dont know about neighborhoods. we dont fight with them.
we dont care about them. especially in tokyo.
i sometimes feel lonely here, when i take a train to go to work place, when i buy someting etc....
i think we are so busy at work everyday.
some people who live in tokyo are so cold. they cant afford to care about another people.
when i went to okinawa, i really thought about it.
they seem be so tired. (including me...)
aaah. i feel sad.
we should be kind to others more.
anyway, i went to a restaurant after the movie.
a jazz band were playing there.
they were so cool!! i felt happy.
i went to a movie with my friend.
it moved me to tears...it was about human relations in "showa" era.( about 40years ago)
when i watched it, i really envied the people who have spent then.
u know, now is so convenient for living. we can do whatever we want , we can get whatever we want.
if we feel really hot, just use air conditioner. if we wanna know someting, just use internet.
but we dont know about neighborhoods. we dont fight with them.
we dont care about them. especially in tokyo.
i sometimes feel lonely here, when i take a train to go to work place, when i buy someting etc....
i think we are so busy at work everyday.
some people who live in tokyo are so cold. they cant afford to care about another people.
when i went to okinawa, i really thought about it.
they seem be so tired. (including me...)
aaah. i feel sad.
we should be kind to others more.
anyway, i went to a restaurant after the movie.
a jazz band were playing there.
they were so cool!! i felt happy.

Wednesday, October 17, 2007
hi!
Sunday, October 14, 2007
Friday, October 5, 2007
OMG!!!
Tuesday, October 2, 2007
i cant do anything now.
aah....
2 days since i started working again.
i am still in a vacation mood...i cant work hard.
Actually i cant stop thinking about something around me lately.
i was preoccupied with it.
i dont wanna write it exactly here though...
what should i do!? how can i stop thinking about it???
fortunately, we are not busy lately. so we can get home early!
ah, i am happy that i can go shopping after work.
allmost all the shops are alwasy closed when i am on my way home.
just MacDonald, convenience stores and Izakaya are opend.
i like my job but hate this style. japanese workers are crazy!!! dont u think?
2 days since i started working again.
i am still in a vacation mood...i cant work hard.
Actually i cant stop thinking about something around me lately.
i was preoccupied with it.
i dont wanna write it exactly here though...
what should i do!? how can i stop thinking about it???
fortunately, we are not busy lately. so we can get home early!
ah, i am happy that i can go shopping after work.
allmost all the shops are alwasy closed when i am on my way home.
just MacDonald, convenience stores and Izakaya are opend.
i like my job but hate this style. japanese workers are crazy!!! dont u think?
birthday party
i wanna have bitrhday party for my friends soon.
i have 3 friends who gonna be 24 and 25 years old in this month.
miki, akiko and yuko!
i really love them!
yuko is 9 months pregnant now. she gonna be a mother soon!!!
i asked her that we wanna celebrate miki and akiko's birthday at a cafe.
but i didn't told her i wanna do it for her.
maybe she is sad now....(sorry yuko...)
but i told miki, akiko and another friends that we gonna have b-day party for yuko, miki and akio, and i wanna surprise Yuko!!
but i am afraid i can't do it.....
really can i do??
i hope!!!
i have 3 friends who gonna be 24 and 25 years old in this month.
miki, akiko and yuko!
i really love them!
yuko is 9 months pregnant now. she gonna be a mother soon!!!
i asked her that we wanna celebrate miki and akiko's birthday at a cafe.
but i didn't told her i wanna do it for her.
maybe she is sad now....(sorry yuko...)
but i told miki, akiko and another friends that we gonna have b-day party for yuko, miki and akio, and i wanna surprise Yuko!!
but i am afraid i can't do it.....
really can i do??
i hope!!!
Sunday, September 30, 2007
mint
i sowed mint today.
actually, my friend gave me the seeds and small jar.

this!!
she knew i like mojito!!!
sometimes i cook it in my home, so i need mint leafs.
when my friend gave me the seeds, she told me she wanna me to write diary of it!!
so i gonna do it from today.
when they come up, i will write about it again...
i'm looking forward to seeing them soon:)
actually, my friend gave me the seeds and small jar.

this!!
she knew i like mojito!!!
sometimes i cook it in my home, so i need mint leafs.
when my friend gave me the seeds, she told me she wanna me to write diary of it!!
so i gonna do it from today.
when they come up, i will write about it again...
i'm looking forward to seeing them soon:)
okinawa
heloooo.....
we didn't wanna go back to Tokyo, and already miss Okinawa now.
i wen to Oknawa with my friends!!!
just stayed there 2days. it was sooo short trip!!
we needed more days...
we didn't wanna go back to Tokyo, and already miss Okinawa now.
there was so amazing place.
people were kind to us, the weather was nice,
the sea was so beautiful! and food was delicious!!!!!!!!!!
Unfortunately, I will start to work tomorrow.
actually, today is the end of my summer vacation.
i wanna cry.....
i wanna move to Okinawaaaaaa....
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
went to seoul
annyon!
i just came back to japan today!!
i visited in seoul, korea 1week.
u know...i am so tired now....
korea is so like japan and so different from it too!
its intersting!
koera is changing year by year! actually i go there every year
and i'm amazed it everytime.
i really wanna speak korean!!!!
i gonna study it....maybe....lol
fashion show @ ewha women's university
i just came back to japan today!!
i visited in seoul, korea 1week.
u know...i am so tired now....
korea is so like japan and so different from it too!
its intersting!
koera is changing year by year! actually i go there every year
and i'm amazed it everytime.
i really wanna speak korean!!!!
i gonna study it....maybe....lol
fashion show @ ewha women's university

Monday, September 17, 2007
Sunday, September 2, 2007
wow!
Sunday, August 26, 2007
don't wanna sleep
it's already 2:45am now.
i'm drinking mojito, its my favorite drink.
and listening to reggae music now.
good smell. good sounds.
i am drunk. hehe
...i don't wanna sleep.
i don't wanna weekend to pass!
i'm drinking mojito, its my favorite drink.
and listening to reggae music now.
good smell. good sounds.
i am drunk. hehe
...i don't wanna sleep.
i don't wanna weekend to pass!
Monday, August 20, 2007
went shopping
today is off...cuz i have to rest my eyes.
so i couldn't watch TV, read any books and magazines, and use PC so much.
actually i am using it and writting blog though...lol
(i'll finish it soon!)
i couldn't stand to be my room allday so i went to Ueno for shopping with my mom!
u know...I wore sunglasses for protecting my eyes.
there were so many cheap things in Ueno.
we were excited!
we got some swimwears(including bikini!), hot pants and foot wears.
they were having a sale , so we could get them cheap:)
happy!!
after shopping, we went to a sushi-bar!
yam yam.....
so i couldn't watch TV, read any books and magazines, and use PC so much.
actually i am using it and writting blog though...lol
(i'll finish it soon!)
i couldn't stand to be my room allday so i went to Ueno for shopping with my mom!
u know...I wore sunglasses for protecting my eyes.
there were so many cheap things in Ueno.
we were excited!
we got some swimwears(including bikini!), hot pants and foot wears.
they were having a sale , so we could get them cheap:)
happy!!
after shopping, we went to a sushi-bar!
yam yam.....
Sunday, August 19, 2007
i got good eyesight!!!!!!!!
i had had poor eyesight for about 15 years.
i couldnt see anything without glasses or contact lenses.
they disgusted me and i really wanted to say "good-bye" to them!
so i had wanted to have surgery on my eyes, but i was afraid to do it.....it sounded so scary.
i thought it was like one take of the movie "A CLOCKWORK ORANGE"

but my cousin did it and told me
"it was good! you should do it too!"
so i decided to do it too. i believed her.
actually i did it yesterday!
and i already have good eyesight. it's amazing!
i can't believe i can see everythig without contact lenses.
i hadn't felt happy like it!
but i don't wanna have the surgery anymore....
i had so horrible experience......
i couldnt see anything without glasses or contact lenses.
they disgusted me and i really wanted to say "good-bye" to them!
so i had wanted to have surgery on my eyes, but i was afraid to do it.....it sounded so scary.
i thought it was like one take of the movie "A CLOCKWORK ORANGE"

but my cousin did it and told me
"it was good! you should do it too!"
so i decided to do it too. i believed her.
actually i did it yesterday!
and i already have good eyesight. it's amazing!
i can't believe i can see everythig without contact lenses.
i hadn't felt happy like it!
but i don't wanna have the surgery anymore....
i had so horrible experience......
Thursday, August 16, 2007
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