st Valentine's day

what did u do on st Valentine's day?
me.... went to the gym and after it went to the movie alone!lol
why alone? dont ask me!lol
i watched "MAMMA MIA".
The leading actress is soooooo cute and lovely!!! i liked her:)
when my mam watched it with my dad, she told me it made her so happy.
i wanna be happy too. thays why i watched it.
why wanna be happy? don't ask me!lol

anyway....
today, the next day of st Valentine's day
i cooked chocolate with my friend. he is so good at cooking
so i just did what he ordered me.

the chocolates are so yummy!;) we succeeded!

i wanna give them to someone but nobody want them
around me...so i have to eat all of them...maybe...:(
my friend will meet his boyfriend tomorrow and he can give him the chocolates...
i envy him!

what to do!???

im always thinkng about changing my job nowadays.
i like this job but i dont think i will be able to do it from now on...
cuz we work too much. some people cant go home sometimes
and we work overtime everyday!
so, what to do if i married and had baby?? i cant work as designer anymore.

but lately, there re few jobs cus of depression i guess
and some of us can go home early.
actually i should feel happy but i cant.
i dont have abulity for design thats why i can go home. i think..
i've been working for about 2 years. so it's too early giving up on this job, isnt it?
but im still thinking....
i am looking for another job now....