OPERATION SMILE

i knew about Operation smile on TV last night.
so i donated to them now...
i just can do it for them....

HOW TO GROW UP

I started to look for new job and checking help wanted ads now.
the unemployment insurance finishes next month so its time to work again!
i dont wanna work as graphic designer again. i wanna be a pilates instructor.
now i get nervous....

u know, we learn from bitter experience. but now i dont feel it....like lying in a soft bed.
so i gonna jump into new world! its hard, not sweet, and not easy. i guess.
but i gatta go through it. after it, i will be better than now. maybe!lol

life is like climbing and downing mountain. one of my favorite actors told it.
its hard to climb mountain, it means we grow up when we feel pain
and its easy to down it, it means our ability is in decline when we lead on easy life.
i wanna choose hard way.

ukiyoe

I went to Nakagawa-machi Bato Hiroshige Museum of Art today.
bedore it i went to Onsen(spa) near it:)

Utagawa Hiroshige is one of Japanese UKIYO-E printmakers.


















u know, Vincent Van Gogh a Dutch Post-Impressionist painter copied his prints.
so i've wanted to see his prints which inspired Gogh!
unfortunately some of them werent there....but there were many beautiful prints.

the building of the museum was also beautiful.
Kuma Kengo who is one of famous Japanese architects built it.
the basic materials are wood and glass. it seems so elegant.

this wall is made of Japanese paper.

 

i could feel the repose of nature around the museum.

the museum has a cafe too.
so i went there after enjoyning prints.

there were nice furnitures....

i ordered coffee and cherry pie.
the coffee cup was nice and it made the coffee tasty!

i did!

i run 42.195km last monday....
yeahhhh! i did it. i could it!!!!
i was tired sooo much but felt soooo good after runnung.
i thought running is like a drug!!lol
cause i've been feeling refreshed and am free from care now.
hmmmm....i cant stop running.

next race is January 10th. it's 21km...!

Marathon race

i gonna run in the marathon tomorrow!!!
it's 42.195km!!!!!!
wooooooh.....actually i havent never run such a long distance...
can i reach the goal?????lol
i gatta wake up early tomorrow....so, good night:)

love her...

finally ALicia's new album gonna be released soon....
wow...i cant wait for it.....!!!

soooo exciting!

u know what!
one of my friends gonna open a cafe bar:)
and sne asked me to design the logo of it....
u know, i consented readily!!!!!!!
it's exciting isnt it!???
i will do my best.

happy day

one of my friends married last sunday!

she looked so happy and beautiful and she made me happy too!

u know i dont wanna marry yet but i just wanna wear a wedding dress:) hehe

they appeard!

              me and my friend!              

my friend's husband me and my friend

 

we were classmates of university!

Terima Kasih! Malaysia!!!

yeeeeaaahh
u know what! i went to Langkawi Malaysia with my friend last week.
we stayed 4days there.....
i wanna go there again!!!!

first, i just wanna show some pictures of there.....:)

 

finaly Met Nano!

i met nano lasti time.
we met up in Sinjuku but i couldnt fine him for about 30min!!lol
after i saw him, we moved to Tokyo station and went to a japanese bar in Marunouchi-building.
i hope he liked there and foods.
hope we can see eachother again:)

i'm sure.....

whats up?

finally i've started to teach pilates to my friends.
sometimes i do it in my friends place, sometimes in the public utility.
it's fun;)
before i did it, i've been afraid to do it........i didnt think i could teach pilates well.....cause i'm shy:(
but after teaching pilates, all of them told me "it's fun! i wanna do it again, please teach me again!
so when can we do next time?:)"lol
yeah! i did it!!!
u know i could make my friends happy by teaching pilates!
what happy it is?
i'm sure i'll be a pitales instructor in near future!!!lol
hehehe

what to do...?

i'm plannning to take a trip around Malaysia next month!
but this time is not by myself.  i'll be my friend.
if i go traveling by myself, i dont mind if i stay
at a cheap guest house or hostel and share a room
with another backpackers.
but i have to care about her this time.

i should take a package tour??? what to do?
im puzzled about which to choose.

and
im thinking about where should i stay at?
we wanna go to a beach, shopping, clubbing and drinking!!lol
if we wanna do that, should we stay at Kuala Lupur???

My Review of The Majestic Heel

Karmaloop

Strappy leather high heel with silver metal stud and rhinestone details on criss-cross straps; with matching covered ankle straps; back zip opening; rubber sole.

By Zigi Shoes

The Majestic Heel

they hurt me when i wear them..

ai tokyo japan 9/3/2009

 

3 5

Sizing: Feels true to size

Width: Feels true to width

Pros: Stylish, Attractive Design

Cons: Wear Out Quickly, Need Break In

Best Uses: Going Out

Describe Yourself: Style Driven

View On Shoes: I'm Into Shoes

maybe you have to wear them many times cause they would hurt you at first.

()

Neue Tasche!!

i got a new bag!










@Emporio Armani



it has many pockets and so convenient that i take many stuff!
i will take it to many places from now on...:p

anyways
today was new day for me...
actually i started to work as a graphic designer at an small company.
not full time work thought....so i dont have to go there everyday. just 2 or 3 days.
It means i will be able to work as a pilates instructor too!!
i'm afraid i can work soon though....

hmmmm...!!

do my best:)

COCO CHANEL

I went to see a movie "COCO CHANEL".
I was impressed by this story...!!

Cause of it, i'm already OK and could blow the cobwebs away:)
so, dont worry me anymore;)

thanks COCO!lol
i wanna live like her;)

Hang in!

i've been trying to think it's a waste of time to feel down
but i never seems able to do it......














just do my best for my future and dream!
ganbarooo!!

driving...

u know i got a driving license in this month.

and finally i went for a drive in my dad's car!
i cant drive by myself yet, so my dad is with me every time.lol

at first i was afraid that i quarrel with him.
i thought he would have been my critic... thats why.lol
but actually he was good driving instructor for me!!!! i was surprised...

last Sunday i went an outlet store with my parents.
of course i was a driver:)
my dad had been a driver until then.
he was happy that he could drink beer there:)
finally i could be dutiful to my parents! right??

i wanna drive more more more!
why dont you go for a drive with me??lol

breaking up

last night i and my bf talked about breaking up.
i dont know what to do.
may be it's up to me.
ah....
he wanna meet me tonight.
but i wont tel him maybe...
i think we have to break up but we still love each other...
it's complicated...

Broadway, new shoes and shopping

u know what!
finally i went to see Broadway "a chorus line" yesterday.
they came to Japan!!!
it was fabulous....oh i felt happy...!!








but a woman who sat next to me was so noisy...:(
she laughed and cried a lot....
yeah its OK...but i couldn't focus my attention on the show...
humm..
anyways
after it, i met my friend and we went shopping in Harajuku.
we got some accessories at H&M and Forever21.
but i felt pain when i did the shopping cause i wore new shoes then.
i love them but they hurt me!!!!ahhh....













but i'll try to wear them again.
if we wanna dress up, we have to be patient!!!! right?lol

i felt happy today....

happy wedding!!

























she's so beautiful!

i passed the exam of pilates!!!
yeaaahh!!
i'm happy now.
this month is not good for me, and i hope next month gonna be better than this month...
i'll do my best:)

blue note tokyo

i went to Blue note tokyo with my friend today.
i havent been there so i was excited!!
i'm not familiar with Jazz but i just like listening it.












it's the ticket of there! its cute isnt it?:)

i was entertained by the players.
they played happily and passionately.
ahhh... i wanna go there again!

finally....

I'll take the exam for pirates qualification tomorrow!!!
i'm already wound up now...
I'll do my best:)

nowadays

after retired from my company
i've been studying for gettng pilates qualification and helping my grandparents.
sometimes i meet my friends too:)

last sunday i met my friends.
one of my frineds told me that drink together cause we've not seen long time.
i just said "ok" to her.
actually, my birthday was 4th of this month so i thought she would celebrate my birthday.
but i didnt expect she had a party for me, it means just drink together.
she asked me to come to the cafe-bar that we always drink at, so i just went there.

u know one of my friends works there, and he was there when i opend the door.
"oh! finally u show up! we are waiting for you" he said.
i didnt understand what he meant. and then, i found some of my friends were there!!!
one of them said "hey! wear it! hurry up!" to me. at first i couldnt understand
and then i found a T-shirts on my seat...and it was printed with my face!!!!



"oh!!!! what!!!!???"
u know...all of my friends wore it! the staffs of the cafe-bar too!lol
it's funny isnt it!?lol
and they said"happy birth day!!!" to me!
i was surprised!!!!!

one of my friends can cook well,
so i always say to him "please cook birthday cake for me!!"
but he says "eee...no i wont"..
but!!!
when they played an birthday song, he brought an beautiful birthday cake to me!!!!!
besides its my taste!!!!!
he already knew it! oh my god! i was soooo happy!!!!



so i said " i wanna marry you!" to him....
but he said "sorry.....i cant cause you dont have "dick""lol
hahaha i failed in love with him!lol
anyway
it was so happy and peaseful night. im happy woman!

finally...

u know what!!
i will quit my job!!!
next month, i gonna be free:)lol
....actually, i wanna get the license of pirates so, i gatta take a class of it
every Sunday.
do my best:)

OMG!!LOL

U know what!???
the guy who i wrote about, has already girl friend!!!lol
its a not sure but my friend guessed it. (he works at the cafe that i met the guy at.)
.....yes. his gf is the owner of the cafe.

last sunday, i went to the cafe and
i also thought about it when i saw them.
hahaha.....i'm already unlucky in love, amn't i?lol
okay. never mind:)

Love at first sight

yeah i met a guy in a bar that is one of my favorite spots tonight.

i've been to my friend's place and we cooked some cakes and puddings together today.


(it's chocolate banana pound cake)

after cooking, he worked at the bar, so i also went there as a customer.
(actually he has started to work at the bar lately)



he talked about the guy before, and he wanted to give cakes that we cooked to him.
and the guy came to the bar by chance!
he sat next to me and my friend introduced me to him.
so we could talk together. when we were talking, we knew that we work same area!
yeah i'm working in Ginza, and he also is there.
i enjoyed talking with him so much.
but i forget his name! and i am forgetting his face already!!!!
i dont know his number so if i wanted to meet him, i gatta go to the bar again.
my friend told me he comes to the bar sometimes, so if i came there, i can meet him!
u know i dont love him yet, i'm just interested in him.
i dont wanna boyfriend asap....

every little step

cooking

lasitnight, i complained about my situation(cant go anywhare cause of injury, sore throat...) to my friend. u know he is the guy who i wrote about lasttime.
and he asked me "so let's cook cake and pudding together!"
i was happy to hear it:)
and i asked him "oh! thanks! yeah! okay. well...how about tomorrow?"
and he said "ok"
so i gonna go to his place and cook some cakes today;)
i will take photos of them if i succeed.lol

it's cute isnt it?

i bought a fashion magazine today, cause it has a mirror!!!
it's so cute.
look!!


and it is opened....


it's like a strawberry chocolate!

happy wedding

last week, i went to my friend's wedding party.
she was so beautiful, like a princess!
when i looked her, i also felt happy.......
hummm.....
it was good party!

misunderstanding

i have a friend who is a gay. he is cute guy and goood at cooking!

u know i am belong to a running club now and talked about it to him oneday.
he was really interested it and wanted to join it.
so i brought him to the running club and i introduced the members of the club him as my firend.

actually i have a friend who is a member of the group. he mailed me everyday, and i just replied him every time i got his mail.
but oneday, in fact since my friend(who is gay) joined the group, he stopped mailing me suddenly!!!!!!!
i didnt mind it but someday some friends of the group asked me "the guy you brought here is your boyfriend isn't he!? maybe we all think so."
so i was surprised it!! "no, no, no! he is just friend! not my boy!"lol
but when i said it, nobody trusted me....!! why????lol
yeah we are good friends and always be together...:)

oh my....!!!

we re in recession now....
how about you?

i don't work at workplace everyday...*(
so boring!!! i'm feeling that i am going to go rotten like fish smells bad...!!!!!!!!
ahhhh.....
my boss reduced our salary last time...
may be he'll do it this month again!!!
i'm afraid it sooo much!!
maybe i have to sell my stuff by auction...
and i bring runch box to my office every day.
what to do!!!?
but fortunately, i can have time to meet my friends after work.
when i see them, i can be happy:)
and i can clean my room too.

st Valentine's day

what did u do on st Valentine's day?
me.... went to the gym and after it went to the movie alone!lol
why alone? dont ask me!lol
i watched "MAMMA MIA".
The leading actress is soooooo cute and lovely!!! i liked her:)
when my mam watched it with my dad, she told me it made her so happy.
i wanna be happy too. thays why i watched it.
why wanna be happy? don't ask me!lol

anyway....
today, the next day of st Valentine's day
i cooked chocolate with my friend. he is so good at cooking
so i just did what he ordered me.

the chocolates are so yummy!;) we succeeded!

i wanna give them to someone but nobody want them
around me...so i have to eat all of them...maybe...:(
my friend will meet his boyfriend tomorrow and he can give him the chocolates...
i envy him!

what to do!???

im always thinkng about changing my job nowadays.
i like this job but i dont think i will be able to do it from now on...
cuz we work too much. some people cant go home sometimes
and we work overtime everyday!
so, what to do if i married and had baby?? i cant work as designer anymore.

but lately, there re few jobs cus of depression i guess
and some of us can go home early.
actually i should feel happy but i cant.
i dont have abulity for design thats why i can go home. i think..
i've been working for about 2 years. so it's too early giving up on this job, isnt it?
but im still thinking....
i am looking for another job now....

new

heeeyyy...!
i haven't wrote this diary so long time...
ive been so lazy.

u know what, i just decided to take part in a marathon race on march.
and i started to train for it! i run every morning now.
i wanna get runnuing shoes and wears.

ah!!!
i have to go now.
actually i am in a internet cafe!!lol
bye