friendsship

i wanna talk about a guy who was with me today.
u know we went to the movie together.

i've met many ppl until now.
and today i thought i was lucky person cuz i could see him.
i've known about him before, but we hadnt met so many times.

i've thought he was smart when we first met. and Again i thought so today.
all his talking was good. and i really respected him.
we talked about work, life and friendship.
i really understood and agreed with him.
and i really hope he gonna be my good friend and we can keep contact with each other.

today was nice day!

American Gangster

today i went to see a movie with my friend.
we watched "American Gangster".
i've not saw any reviews and digests(?) before, so i sometimes couldnt understand how it was going cuz there were so many characters...and havent known Common and T.I. appeard.lol
i like Common, and i thought "wow. who is the guy likes Common!? he's cool!" when i saw the movie.lol
and i finally knew he was common when it showed the credit.
anyway this movie was quite good. hummm.

i wanna see "My Blueberry Nights" next time!

cant sleep

well.....
i was happy to get some messages from my friends lasttime.
i'm lucky girl. amn't i!?lol
thanks all my guys.

anyway, i cant sleep now. cuz i don't wanna be late for work today.
actually we re so hard at work lately, n cant go home everyday.
i stayed up all nite n do my thing without sleep.
i came home by the first train yesterday n did workout im my place.
after it i took shower.
so far, i ve been okay, but i shouldnt have gone to my bed after it!!!
(u know...i shouldnt have done workout too!!lol)
when i woke up, it was 2:30pm!!
"omg!!!"
i really couldn't believe it.
my boss called me so many times. his call wake me up.
"hi....i wake up right now...i'm really sorry... ill hurry."
i said it to him and went to work without eating.

so, i dont wanna sleep today. i came home in this morning though.
but i feel sleepy now....i wanna sleep....

couldn't stop crying today...

i've been not good lately.
i knew there re so many people and there are varying opinions and character in the world!
sometimes we cant understand and hurt each other..

there is a senior in my work place and who works hard everyday..she is afraid that she gonna lose her job so she cant take off every time.

oneday my boss wanted me to design for a booklet but actually it was her work before.
u know it was my first work by myself. so i got nervous and also was excited at it.
and as i guessed she seemed not good too.
she doesn't wanna me to do it, so she let me be her assistant.
and she is always sarcastic. and i got mad at her.....but i know she is Senior, so i cant say anything to her and just have to follow her.
my boss told me"even if she said she wanna do it by herself, u should do it too. work by yourself. i wanna you to grow up. so do your best. ok? i know you can do it. dont fear."
but i dont think i cant do it, cuz she is here.
i dont wanna fight with her, so i dont say anything to her, but she tells me someting and makes me sad everyday. i know she envies me though she has more experience on the job than i.
i really know she is upset.
she is not strong person i know...so i should stand her telling me sarcasm now.
hope my boss knows about it.
i dont mean to slack working....

life goes on

no matter my difficulties, everybody knows i will be fine soon.
time is the best medicine.
i know it when i am ok.
but 2 or 3 weeks before, i forgot about it.
and now, i already be okay.
i have another problem though...lol

if i am always be ok, and have never passed through difficulties,
i cant understand how my friends, family feel, i cant be kind to another person.
so i have to feel sad sometimes! right?lol